Today felt like a good day. Despite not everything being good. Aha whatever I’ll take the mood over what happens. Just for today. Beat down cerritos in tennis. I think their doubles one was the best team in the season so far and probably will end up being that way. EVEN THOUGH our scores against their subs were worse. I need to learn to take it seriously because that is BAD! Aha. Ah well.
I played my brother’s Right Brain, Left Brain and apparently I’m “Very well balanced” between both my hands. I doubt that since it may be because I use my left hand more often than the average person.
What the fuck. I got a 68 on my calc quiz. I can’t fucking accept this. How the fuck did I get a 68. I know I did that shit correct. Did I mess up somewhere? I hope its a fucking typo and the real result is better, but I fucking doubt that.What the fuck. Pissing me off so fucking much. Bullshit. Stupid ass calculus why the fuck is this shit so difficult to get an A. I know how to do it! I’m even explaining to people how to do it! Why the fuck am I failing! Ugh, I need something to vent out this rage I have, I am close to the edge of breaking down.
Other than that I’m getting my act together ASAP. I got an ACT coming up on the 9th (holy fucking piece of cock sucking shit) that I did not study for. Including the homework I have? Allright I’m done with games, tennis, online nothingness. I am settling on schoolwork. I seriously need to get this shit straight. Fucking hell, this is my statement right here.
Week is over. I’m tired. Tuesday night was death without the dying because of the history reading. Wednesday? Same fucking thing. Except this time it was bio. Left my day completely…loopy. Gross amount of slept I got those 2 days? 5 hours. Today was just me under the weather basically. I got an 84 on my calc quiz. I was mad but then I realized that was the point when I started to understand calc more so I let it go. Anticipating the chapter 5 test now, but whatever. Then came the chem test. I felt like I did so bad even though I missed only a bit. I was just out of it after that. Didn’t really feel like my mind was running the way it normally does. And our match! I forgot vu’s shorts I felt even worse because of that. I knew I wasn’t gonna start so I didn’t even try. Didn’t play at all. I’m fine with that. My mood left me anyway. At least I got a new mouse today, no more raging over that old shitty mouse I had ahaha. Anyway gonna sleep early, wake early and change next week around. Because this is a 4 day weeekend.